WHile they were basically saying “this is all in your head” was a trigger for another trauma in my life was caused by them i learned anything. IT’s not me and never has been. I also realize why they have gotten under my skin for this long. I’d finally executed how wrong their action is. I recollected all the trouble they had with my brother, that they poisoned me to think was not my parents fault. THey did the same to my fellows in added levels, and they no longer have any contact with them yet they still refuse to claim responsibility for. THey will never change and my life will never improve while they have their claws in. IN short, this article has been a helpful tool and my suffers have encouraged me to want to study mentality so i can help others along with myself. WE had beautiful times jointly but bad too. HE was diagnosed with bipolar confusion and pharma medicated including self medicated with weed. I lost myself in his ways. I am now seeing the truth. HE is narcissistic and i didn’t realize it. I’m now in my third time leaving him and before i trusted his wanting to be a better person. I fell for the hovering. OIve letters love songs words of sorry and more god and prayer. ONly to see again that he walks the path of notice seeking. HE took a job in another state and it all passed again. I’m so tired. I have now taken the no contact admittance. IT is very difficult. I miss the good times. THen i rescind the bad. IT’s a abominable moment of chaos mentally. HOw does everybody cope?AT a loss and so sad. I’ve been amazed by the hoovering, it is exactly as the clauses foretold.